love is in the air

my dad's update: 

he's already been discharged on friday evening. itupun dia kana kasi keluar suda from the bilik since ada patient lain yang mau kana admit in the ward. kasian juga hospital nda cukup tempat for the patients. anyway, i'm so grateful that he can go home already last week. now, he still need to train himself to walk again. i dunno how pain is the gout pain but i know it's really really pain for those yang mengalami sakit itu. now let's hope he's making progress on his walking sooner or later. ciayo ciayo Dad!!

okay, sebenarnya saya mau cerita pasal engagement kazen saya ba ni..hihi... tapi bagi update dulu on my dad progress :)

080815 the day my cousin's got engaged. cantik kan ini nombor. pandai dorang pilih date. ba, mari la kita tingu gambar time dorang tunang.

engagement blessings by Fr Rayner Basius

newly engaged couple with their parents

congratulations once again my dear cousin. ba jangan dikasi lama-lama ya *_*

the details that i captured during their engagement day.. 'red vs green theme' yo!

ini team forever young and younger generation..

my dad's siblings!

that's us! jaden is nowhere to sight..sedang exploring rumah kazen saya kali.. sori la gambar membelakang jerr..ini pun kena share dari whatsapps family :)

a prayer for you, Dad

Dear Lord,

You know my Dad so much better than I do. You know his sickness and the burden he carries. You also know his heart. Lord, I ask you to be with my Dad now as you work in his life.

Lord, let your will be done in my Dad's life. If there is a sin that needs to be confessed and forgiven, please help him to see his need and confess.

Lord, I pray for my Dad just as your Word tells me to pray, for healing. I believe you hear this earnest prayer from my heart and that it is powerful because of your promise. I have faith in you, Lord, to heal Dad, but I also trust in the plan you have for his life.

Lord, I don't always understand your ways.

I don't know why my Dad has to suffer, but I trust you. I ask that you look with mercy and grace toward my Dad. Nourish his spirit and soul in this time of suffering and comfort him with your presence. Let my Dad know you are there with him through this difficulty. Give him strength. And may you, through this difficulty, be glorified in his life and also in mine.

Amen.

my dad is getting better since he's admitted at the hospital on sunday. i really thanked God for his speedy recovery though he's still can't walk due to his gout sickness. according to the doctors all his systems in the body are in good shape but he need to train himself to walk again with the help of walking tools (for elderly). hopefully he will be discharged from the hospital (QEH2) by this weekend.

no excuse!

macam seronok! hahaahaha... ok, i'll take the challenge. 

malam ini kami akan berkumpul dan timbang berat masing-masing for those yang ikut serta (terbuka kepada ahli crdr ja). our own version of 'THE BIGGEST LOSER CHALLENGE' will begin today and ending on 31 Oct 2015. mungkinkah ada perubahan antara para peserta dalam masa tiga bulan? kita nantikan pada bulan oct nanti ya!

oh ya, lupa pula ganjaran ^.^

yuran penyertaan (betting style..hahaha) = RM50

first prize = RM30 x peserta

second prize = RM15 x peserta

third prize = RM5 x peserta

i can't wait for my transformation!

(kalau ada la...... hahahahha)

the result

This morning I went to Hospital Likas for my appointment (review result) after the operation in the month of April. And I am really really thankful for the result turned out to be a good one. The doctor explained to me that there was no CANCER found on the cervix cells that they have taken out during the operation. It's only an inflammation found in the cells. Thank God! 

So, here once again I want to remind all my ladies friend out there to do your regular pap smear as early precaution for cervical cancer.

 

a month ago

wah... punya lama i don't updates my blog... too busy with current work loads..

ok la, let me share my experience on my operation a month ago. actually it's just a minor surgery but still have a risk though.

well, i was instructed to admit at Hospital Likas on 19th april 2015. and the doctor that follows up with me has been calling me to remind me to be at the hospital on that sunday (before the operation). tanya what time i will be going to the hospital. macam la saya mau melarikan diri nda mau admit at the hospital. teehee. on that day itself pun he called about 9am to ask my whereabout. pfffttt. saya datang juga ba pigi hospital. bukan jauh pun. 15mnt boleh sampai (if not jammed la) and it was sunday memang la nda jammed ba.

ok drama sekejap. hahaha.

we left for my mum after getting the kids ready (eat & bath, packing clothes for my lil' girl, etc). actually we want to bring Jaden along but scared that he will not be permitted to go inside the ward since the ward deals with cancer patient kan. huhu. tambah saya sedih. so, we dropped them at my mum's before we went to the hospital. my little Thia cried. sedih lagi.

we arrived at about 10am in the hospital and was directed to go into bilik 17 bed no19. after that kena soal siasat by doctor and then kena masuk benda ni lagi (see below pic). ouchh! punya panjang itu jarum dia about 4cm. and then the doctor pakar came in and told me my time of operation on 20th april. i'm her third case and will be operated around three to four o'clock in the evening (sigh!). terpaksa la bermalam lagi di hospital. i was hoping that the operation will be in the morning so that i can go home in the evening. huhu.

 

during that day, i've noticed that the visiting hours is not that strict like those in the wad bersalin. visitors come and go but not many visitors came to the ward. my hubby went back home at about about 1pm and my lunch for that day was super yummy - nasi ayam kantin hospital likas..ngeh ngeh ngeh. betul ni. nanti kalau kamu ada masa pigi la try (if you happened to go to hospital likas la). it was raining cats and dogs in the afternoon. and i get really emotional coz i really missed my babies especially my Thia. since i'm still breastfeeding my breast got engorged (for the three days i'm at the hospital..fuhh!). ini lagi sakit berbanding kena cucuk jarum. huhu. in the evening my hubby together with Jaden brought dinner to visit me. nasib juga Jaden nda kena tahan from visiting me in the ward. terlepas la juga sedikit kerinduan saya to my anak. i'm so worried that Thia can't sleep at night since she will be "breastfeed-less" for almost three days.  

i was told to totally puasa at about 12midnight. no water and food to be taken. they got me dripped with liquid (idk what's the name of it.haha). nasib la nda rasa lapar sangat with the dripped on. 

before the operation and sempat selfie for my friends :)

then during the operation day, my hubby came during lunch hour and brought me some food for me to eat after the operation.  i was bored to wait for my turn to be operated. my peneman setia are my handphone and a book. but pandai boring juga layan handphone jak. 

oh, i will undergo an operation for cervical conization & hysteroscopy. you can read about cone biopsy (conization) on how it was done & its risks.

at about 330pm the nurses take me into the operation room. it was so cold and the nurse kindly put warm air into my selimut and i felt warm. i have to wait another 10-15 mins before transferred into the operation theater. and then the operation began after they gave me ubat tidur (pengsan terus!). i woke up almost 445pm and i was told to eat by 8pm only. then the nurses sent me back to my bed. i just felt a bit 'ngilu' in the lower part of my perut. but after that i just felt ordinary. no vomitting and no headache. must be the doctor give a strong medicine then. hihi. but i just resting on my bed sambil tunggu my hubby datang to visit me. when the doctors do their round checking at about 6pm, i was told that i can eat already. wah, punya saya happy! hahaha. macam berhari-hari nda makan ni. 

saya dengan berseleranya makan bread + orange juice that were bought by my hubby earlier on. and my two best BFF visited me later and i asked for bubur McD. haha. demand yo! and they came just after my hubby left at about 8pm. Thanks for visiting me, Kuan & BB! 

two hours after the operation. (breast-milk still leaking)

i have to spend another night at the hospital (am missing my babies like crazy but i kept cool). i can't wait to be discharged by tomorrow (21st april). 

the next day, after waiting almost noon baru la kena discaj from the hospital. lambat betul mau kasi tu surat discaj. haiya! 

to all friends that have wishes me thru FB, thank you so much for your concerns and well wishes. i just want to share my condition and to get my friends to be alert on their health, especially women.

women out there please do your regular pap smears ya. 

my three days view! nasib i got the bed near the window area.

 sharing is caring!

healthy lifestyle

i wanna have a healthy lifestyle!!

lama suda i didn't do real exercise oh.

actually, jaga anak, do house chores pun kira exercise juga ba.

tapi not that really can shed away few kilograms.

last i checked (jan2015) my weight is around 63kg.

hmmm... now i don't dare to weigh myself.

i got comments from few friends, 'ada isi lagi ka?'

i'm not offended but that was a sign for me to take care of my body (i think).

there's no motivation to exercise at home coz most of the time jaga baby.

what about exercise before sleep u may say? nahh... 

i went to sleep with my little thia since she still breastfeeding kan.

baby sleep, i sleep also ^__^

so yesterday we went to stadium likas jogging track (oh how i miss to jog!).

i brought the whole family. me, hubby, jaden & thia 

(quality time with the kids!).

we manage to walk and finished 1 round of the jogging track.

with me holding my little thia and jaden was with his papa.

we walked side by side. it was a fun walk with jaden.

macam-macam perkataan keluar dari mulut dia. 

tapi itu tangan harus dipegang if not dia pandai melencong 

mau pigi terjun tasik.

haha.

oh ya, there's a new jogging track there 

(lama suda kali kana buat tapi i baru tau yesterday, poor me)

as usual the track was crowded with people of all ages.

i need to get back my ideal weight. if not pun kasi tone up my body.

especially bahagian perut. hehehe... 

but in the meantime, i have to eat proper meal juga..

ini lagi problem saya ni. saya kuat makan. huh!

maybe i can try this. jom sama-sama try test :)

p/s: ini malam harus timbang berat. 

need to have a journal of weight loss...hmmm... we'll see about that.

 

 

wordless wednesday #11 2015

yesterday, we (hubby and i) had an appointment with the gynae specialist at hospital likas. sempat lagi kami sesat mencari the new building which the clinic located. it's to discuss the treatment for the colposcopy result which i got on the 13th mar, 2015.

this was my Pap smear result (15 Jan 2015)

our no is 8016. and this was taken at about 2pm.

Ladies, have you done your Pap smear test?