love is in the air

my dad's update: 

he's already been discharged on friday evening. itupun dia kana kasi keluar suda from the bilik since ada patient lain yang mau kana admit in the ward. kasian juga hospital nda cukup tempat for the patients. anyway, i'm so grateful that he can go home already last week. now, he still need to train himself to walk again. i dunno how pain is the gout pain but i know it's really really pain for those yang mengalami sakit itu. now let's hope he's making progress on his walking sooner or later. ciayo ciayo Dad!!

okay, sebenarnya saya mau cerita pasal engagement kazen saya ba ni..hihi... tapi bagi update dulu on my dad progress :)

080815 the day my cousin's got engaged. cantik kan ini nombor. pandai dorang pilih date. ba, mari la kita tingu gambar time dorang tunang.

engagement blessings by Fr Rayner Basius

newly engaged couple with their parents

congratulations once again my dear cousin. ba jangan dikasi lama-lama ya *_*

the details that i captured during their engagement day.. 'red vs green theme' yo!

ini team forever young and younger generation..

my dad's siblings!

that's us! jaden is nowhere to sight..sedang exploring rumah kazen saya kali.. sori la gambar membelakang jerr..ini pun kena share dari whatsapps family :)

a prayer for you, Dad

Dear Lord,

You know my Dad so much better than I do. You know his sickness and the burden he carries. You also know his heart. Lord, I ask you to be with my Dad now as you work in his life.

Lord, let your will be done in my Dad's life. If there is a sin that needs to be confessed and forgiven, please help him to see his need and confess.

Lord, I pray for my Dad just as your Word tells me to pray, for healing. I believe you hear this earnest prayer from my heart and that it is powerful because of your promise. I have faith in you, Lord, to heal Dad, but I also trust in the plan you have for his life.

Lord, I don't always understand your ways.

I don't know why my Dad has to suffer, but I trust you. I ask that you look with mercy and grace toward my Dad. Nourish his spirit and soul in this time of suffering and comfort him with your presence. Let my Dad know you are there with him through this difficulty. Give him strength. And may you, through this difficulty, be glorified in his life and also in mine.

Amen.

my dad is getting better since he's admitted at the hospital on sunday. i really thanked God for his speedy recovery though he's still can't walk due to his gout sickness. according to the doctors all his systems in the body are in good shape but he need to train himself to walk again with the help of walking tools (for elderly). hopefully he will be discharged from the hospital (QEH2) by this weekend.

be positive

a lot had happened lately...

one of it was my father had been admitted to hospital yesterday.

itu pun after my aunties melawat my dad. dorang terkejut seeing my dad's condition. he's been trying consume traditional herbs but since minum/consume that herbs, he can't walk apa lagi mau bercakap. it has to be taken for one month tho. hmmm... i should just let him go to hospital earlier (it has been 10days since he's been consuming the herbs).

and now he's at the QEH 2 hospital and been warded since yesterday afternoon. and thank GOD he's slowly recovered. he can talk, lifted his hand and bule pigang handphone suda.

actually this thing bule dielakkan lebih awal ba but my mum keep being positive that's why we didn't bring him to the hospital. but anyway, i thanked my aunties because suruh kami hantar my dad to hospital (ASAP!).

and i do hope my dad will recover soon. amen.

i love u, dad!

p/s: biasa la kalau orang tua ni ada saja yang mau di try. but kalau yang sampai memudaratkan diri bagus nda payah try.

 

february, please be good to me

i had an appointment with O&G specialist at Hospital Likas next week (10th february). i am speechless when i received a call from the clinic to get my result and appointment letter to see the pakar. i've done my pap smear in october last year and the result only came out in jan 2015. hmmm....i'm a bit scared also when heard the news. But when i came to the clinic and the doctor explained to me about my result, i just felt a slightly relief that it was just a symptom that need to be observed by the specialist. thus, i need to do a some kind of pap smear procedure again but in details (with the microscope or whatever tools..ehehehe) during the appointment later.

'low grade squamos interaepithelial lesion (LSIL)', was the result from the pap smear. i did google about it and i hope it's only an inflammation or infection. 

i hope everything will went well.

wordless wednesday 04/09

this house will be demolished to make way for road development. 

i used to live here during my early years. 

the memories while living at the house will always be remembered.

f o r e v e r!!!

wordless wednesday 03/09

moving to the new office

sooooooonnnnnn!

*** sigh ***

yesterday, we already sent half of our files to the new office. and few cabinets already been transferred there on wednesday. and today all the computers, chairs and desks will be moved together with the other half of the files. the server pun ikut pindah. jadi i'll be blog-less this few days (benci la...hihi).

***whoah***

so penat oh yesterday. 

sambung lagi today @_@

only one man colleague in our finance dept (our team). so, us ladies has to be the strong woman yesterday. angkat files to first floor lagi tu.. apa nda penat...huh!

why ah, asal finance or account dept ja mesti di dominasi oleh pekerja wanita?? pffftttt....

safe and sound

last sunday (after midnight) my youngest sister had an accident at jalan rugading tuaran. self accident. i just knew the incident yesterday morning when i sent my baby to my mom's house. she showed me the pictures of her badly damaged myvi. hmmmmm.... first thing i said to her 'nasib ko nda mati oh'. i know. i'm bad. but if you're looking at the pictures you will surely think like what i'm thinking about. some more, she didn't even put on her safety belt. gila. but thank God, she's still alive. she had bruished here and there (from jatuh longkang when searching for her things.. hihi).

the culprit being jalan raya yang berlopak and uneven road. i know the road condition there is so bad. one need to drive carefully. however, kecuaian/ kelalaian pemandu juga salah satu penyumbang kejadian yang nda diingini (i know my sister was a fast & furious driver). sometimes when we drive carefully but the other driver drive sesuka hati can put all road user in danger.  

i also had the bad experienced when i was studying in Kuching, Sarawak (early 2012). i brought my friend to meet my old friend from Johor, miss S (she's on vacation cum visiting her boyfriend hometown at Sarawak). dipendekkan cerita, awal pagi itu kira kira jam 2/3 am kami dalam perjalanan balik ke Kuching town from Santubong. hujan gerimis makes the road slippery. sampai satu bulatan tetiba sa rasa macam berada di awang awangan. two or three times tu kereta berpusing until the car turned upside down. nasib dapat juga kami semua keluar (there's 5 of us in the car). few minutes later, ramai terus orang di sana. when asked by the people there macam dorang nda percaya yang kami adalah penumpang itu kereta. we're shocked juga but quickly recovered. we were sent to hospital to do an x-ray. manatau ada kecederaan dalaman. but thank God teda kecederaan serius. and the only person yang i contacted at that time is my best friend, Ellie. i'm sooo afraid to make a call to my parents :) 

i never told the accident story to my parents up til now. yay!

pindah

part of me say yes and part of me say no. yes, i am still living with my parents walaupun suda beranak dua. but i have to follow my husband. it's my husband wish to stay and live at his family house. only his eldest brother live there now with spouse & lil daughter.

 

since my sister will be delivering her 3rd baby soon, i think i need to give them space. yes, we have 2 families with children in the family house plus one sister who is still single plus my parents. very crowded kan. hehe. but the more the merrier ba kan orang bilang. tapi kalau tu budak budak bergabung tenaga sumbangkan suara boleh naik darah juga la.... 

hilang merrier terus ^___^ 

sedih juga oh mo pindah rumah ni. but what to do. life goes on. manatau new home lagi best kan? hehe.

p/s: ala, bukannya jauh sangat pindah pun, satu kampung juga. 

150meter ja kejauhan dia. hahaha.

jaden's first 2 months pics

hi all!

i took this pictures using my sony handphone. i regretted that i didn't take pictures of my son few hours after i delivered him. but, i had a c-section therefore i can't move around much even pegang handphone pun macam nda larat. tapi pegang baby larat pula..hehe..biasa la 'permata hati' kan. i focused more on feeding my baby and recover from my operation (isshh ngeri pula ingat time di hospital tu..huhu) sampai i totally forgot to take jaden's pics. only replying sms-es from friends. 

hmm...the first month, july.  i miss this moments when his routines were feeding, sleeping, crying, pooping, peeing, hiccups-ing & sneezing. i did remember one fine early early morning, i just in time to change his napkin when he pooped at me. nasib kena sarung saja. hehe. i think the first week after jaden was born is the hardest time for me. kurang tidur, pandai meradang sendiri2, restless and more restless ^___^. but, as time goes by i get used to the routines :) somemore, i really like 'nenen' time. it's a wonderful + pain feeling at the same time. i had sore nipple but i just tahan the sakit and let my baby 'nenen'. they said breast milk is the best for babies. i agreed. 

the second month, august. i'm getting more and more attached to jaden. i felt restless but it's worth it. every moments i spent with jaden were priceless. i love him more and more everyday. 

"picture is worth of a thousand words" 

so, i'm gonna post more of jaden's pic in my inbox. my memory book. 

at last!

i am going to say goodbye to my colleagues in two months time. finally, it's time for me to move on with my life. i have been serving the company for the past four years and no doubt i had gained more experience in my works. but who knows maybe there will be another chance out there. a good one. 

“A company with strong management workflow that meets customer's demands, good colleagues who can help one another with office politics at its minimum, and a good career opportunity is a pull factor for me to enjoy my job.” from recent survey conducted by jobstreet.com

yeah, i support that statement. anyway, thank you for everything!

All about Life

Life is Love

Enjoy It.

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.

~ Eden Ahbez ~

a trip to kasih sayang resort ~ sept'10

~ldyann~

What? It's March already?!

gosh! how time flies? i didn't post any blog in february? how dare me? not that i didn't have story to tell but kemalasan menimpa diri yang amat sangat. fuh! lame excuse eh? actually there's so much story to jot down in this online diary of mine. hmm..which story goes first? CNY activity? Valentine's Day celebration (which is not celebrated by us...hehe)? the day i officially became Mrs E (^_^) (it makes me smile)? DBKK treasure hunt? wedding preparation story (eee..nda lama lg oo)? ok let's begin the list of activities that have been done in the month of LOVE :)

beginning of feb

received a sad news regarding the demised of my cousin husband - Paul (the 30th jan). he's been sick since early 2011. maybe longer than that. i don't know. it's very sudden. he left a wife & 2 children (Anderson & Adorabelle). Both 10 & 8 years old. the funeral was on the 31st. i take EL to attend the funeral service. it's a sad sad day for our family. may his soul rest in peace. amen.

chinese new year holiday ~ 3rd & 4th february

the initial plan is to visit my friend open house in kuala penyu. but since there's a sad things happened to our family we decided not to go kuala penyu. many apologies to my friend coz we couldn't make it to her opened house. the 2nd day of CNY holiday, is the 'momisok' day for the late Paul. i dunno how to explain this :) 

happy birthday darling ~ 8th february

valentine's day ~ 14th february
everyday is a valentine's day for us two *love love* ^_^. this year v-day falls on monday which is working day. but the good news is tomorrow is holiday :) (Prophet Mohammad's birthday) woohoo.....siok kan..

so, on the 15th we went for cater hunting & wedding gown fitting (not in the plan since want to postpone to next week but the aunty said can take pre-wed photo this week). hence the gown fitting. so excited! so on the 18th feb (friday) we went for the pre-wedding phototaking at Now & Forever bridal. the service is very ok + mesra alam :) i like that! we arrived at the bridal shop at about 10am after having our breakfast at home. tunggu punya tunggu, dekat2 jam 10.30am baru we were sent to upstairs to get ready. and after that is the pose time :) i like. 5 wedding gown & 5 hairdo. ok la...we finish at 1.30pm. kira cepat juga la proses penggambaran pre-wedding kami..hehe..

officially become mrs E ~ 22nd february
yes!! i officially became mrs E. not really feels like married since the church ceremony not yet dilangsungkan. have to wait on 30th april baru rasa betul suda kawen :) which i can't hardly wait the big day! 

daddy's birthday! ~ 23rd february
i just bought a simple birthday cake for my dad! my dad turns 57 this year! may this year bring health & wealth to you dad ^_^ & may God bless you always!

what else i've been doing in february? hmm..ya DBKK treasure hunt. i guess it will be in my next post la. panjang lebar da post sa ni kali..huhu...

...to be continue....

Life in February

Life Is A Song

Sing It.

The history of people is found in its songs ~George Jellinek

Welcoming 2011

Happy New Year!!

Celebrating the new year with my family at home sweet home. It's been cloudy all day but thank God there's no heavy rain. The karaoke thingy went up until 4am in the morning. Fuh!! Nasib the neighbours very sporting, but me terpaksa tidur-tidur ayam. Huh!! 

Resolution for year 2011?? I haven't list out mine....but I will think about it..


On what I have done before the new year......

• I have coloured my hair on the 27th Dec (this was my 2nd time colouring my hair :p) Yay! Will post the pic of my new hair later (if i remember la)
• Done the stock take for the company on the 29th Dec (so tired!)
• Have ample time to celebrate the coming of new year. 31st Dec was declared public holiday since M'sia won the AFF Suzuki Cup with a 4-2 aggregate! Congratulations & Many Thanks!